Spm result.

Assalam,

It been a long time since spm 2014 result was announced.i've been sleepless all night bcs worriying about my result.i wasnt expecting a higher result yet i be thankful to Allah if i get just 5a or 6a.the only i been thinking about is my parent's feelings and how their reaction about my result. In deep of my heart, i wish could beat my sister and my brother Spm's result. My brother only got 3as and now he is continuing diploma chemical engeneering @ unikl. While my sister got 5as only and now she is taking pharmarcy degree @ cucms. Whos say we cant success when our spm result is not that good? Except that both of my sister and brother uni are non-gov so it would consume much more money.
So my mother hope that i will get any gov uni.

So the day spm was announced was on 3rd march 2015.i couldnt remember properly how the day goin but i remember  how the first time i wake to solat hajat solat sunat and recite yassin. I was very terrrified that i couldnt sleep so well. The day before that i didnt know what to wear and of course it must be baju kurung.then i remember i wore my sister's baju kurung when i was taking pmr result and i got straight As in pmr.i thought that the baju kurung could give me luck or something but i am not syirik okay.i wore it just to reminded me on the pmr result.

As i were arrived at ssp, i met a lots of ssp friends and chatter some word with them. The clock showed almost 10 o'clock so i and my parents wait in the hall for the announcement of straight A+s and straight As people. Unfotunately my name was not the list. Then my mother asked me check on the phone. So yeah i checked it and i was very suprised and speechless when i saw 8a1b. It was beyond my expectation. My parents were really happy and proud of me and my little inner heart dancing joyfully as i knew i beat both of my sister and brother spm result. Wohooooo im slayingggg. Cause we all got 5as in upsr except my sister and i got 9as in pmr but they get only 8as in pmr (cause im taking Arab language) and here goes spm result. Then i thought that i was the most intelligent sibling of all. I know i kind of show off and like to compare with others . Hehehehehe
But i dont mind and seriously i think everyone is intelligent in their own way.

To be suprised all my friend that enter the same year with me or they called "the freshies" got 8as and 9as. It worth of our sacrification and all the hardwork staying in ssp. We all went so much challenge throughout journey to spm.even people around us let us down we will go up together with the strong bond of us.I remember how i cry a lot during form 4 cause my heart was broken and i didnt get a lot of friends. I found it was hard to adopt in here. My others friends also felt then same. Everday i was just really sad bcs i coulnt take anymore. I just dont want to burden my parents to move back to my old school. It just sad but it worth of sad.

I could prove to all people who are disgrace us that we are capable enough to be this strong and succes.this is the most best revenge ever in my life.

As promised, my parents would buy me a new phone bcs my old phone was broken bcs it fall a lot of times. I been thinking to buy iphone thought but my parents said it was very expensive. So yeah i got to buy samsung a5. It was dark blue color. I love black.but still kind of want to buy an iphone one day. Yes one day.