Everyday

Assalam,

After 2 month and half , i quit my part time job at the book store near to my house.I experienced and learning a lot of thing from my job.Some are sweet and some was bitter.

During my pre-days of my working, a lot of people came to the book stores asked a lot of question to me.Sometime i got tired of answering the same question but the weird thing is i never get annoyed by their same question.

"Siapa owner kedai ni?"
"Umur berapa?"
"Sekolah lagi ke?"
"SPM dapat berapa?"
"Dapat sambung belajar kat mana?"
"Duduk mana?"
"Dah makan belum?"
"Anak siapa ni?"

These are the regular question asked by my customers.I just answered with fluttering heart because i think it really nice strangers care about me and the book stores.Some people think im still schooling and some people think im older than them*above 18*

Actually, the shop was really boring cause the shop itself located at the end of the road.The shop didnt really have that many customers.I guess like 1-15 customers per day.Sometimes there is no customers at all.It was really boring that i fell asleep by myself and operating hours was 12 hours.Yes it was really tiring to wake up before 7am and goes home at 7pm.

Every 2.30pm, i will see the students went home by walking along the road.The shop was near to a secondary school which is my younger sister school.They all looks tired and rushed walking to their home.Everyday, i will see a chinese teacher lead her two student that having syndrome cause their really cant tell direction to go back home.Seeing that in my own eyes really restore my humanity .I also saw a chinese girl and malay boy walking side by side everyday and this couple  look very sweet and happy.I think they are more than just a friend.Somehow, they remind me of Yasmin Ahmad's film , "Sepet"

After i quiting my job,it is already Ramadan .I just doing a regular things at my home cause i had to wait patiently to enter university on September.Sometimes,I really dont know what to do besides for ready for raya and watch korean variety show.I just sick of this lifeless life.It makes me felt drowsy.Somehow i quite jealous seeing my friends already entered uni and found new friends.Well, i will experienced that later on.

whatever it is, my reput life will end in 2 months soon.

result upu.

assalam,

6 mei haritu keluar result upu.Masing-masing cuak.Aku pun cuak jugak sbb aku takut dapat jauh-jauh.Aku tak nak lah homesick teruk enn.

Hari keluar result tu aku kerja kat kedai buku so takde internet tak boleh nak check lagi.Tetiba Adielah datang kedai aku *anak tauke kedai makan mak andak* tanya aku dapat mana? dia pun tolongkan check untuk aku.

Tidak disangkal lagi aku dapat program degree architecture dekat uitm.Alhamdullilah aku bersyukur sangat sbb program tu lah yang aku expect sangat-sangat.

Harini aku dapat tahu yang aku dapat Uitm Puncak Alam tapi aku dapat kampus sementara*transit* kat Uitm Shah Alam *tempat aku kena iv dulu* once again im really thankful to Allah sbb bagi tempat yang dekat dekat je.Alhamdullilah.

Aku try search kat google how was life at PALAM? how the studies and the environment? orang kata palam besar siap ada highway and cantik and nyaman sbb banyak pokok.Bilik kuliah pun ada wifi *wuhuuu*

so, i will try my best to adopt at there just like i do in ssp.Study hard and focus on my goals.Do not forget also make memories at there :) well we must be fun while doing it right? Campus life here i comeee!!

p/s: actually aku masuk bulan september lama lagi bro boleh sambung menganggur kat rumah sambil menunggu.

Siblings

Siblings? "Bila dekat menyampah, bila jauh rindu pulak" that is definition of siblings to me.

Being the middle child of my family is just too right and too wrong. I have 5 siblings.
First child was my elder sister 22 years old currently study in pharmarcy course.Second child was my elder brother 21 years old and was taking chemical engineering diploma. I was the third child 18 years old waiting patiently to enter collage. Fourth child  my younger sister 16 years old take sastera stream in high school and the last one and only child is my young brother 12 years old school at sisp (special primary boarding school).

So yeah i get all type of siblings. Each of them different but yet we are all same cause we share same blood. We used to fight and quarrel a lot like a lot of time when we was younger. The most not loving siblings and fight a lot is my younger sister and my elder sister. They argue a lot and almost everyday back then. Now they were like strangers cause my elder sister decided not to be friendly with her or treat her like she used to treat me. It was her biggest decision she said that. I think it not that big huh.

The reason i write this post is i was taken back for what my sister have said. She said im gedik she said i disrespect my elders and make a bad excepction and being too stingy and not wanting to support each other *cause she asked me to attent her graduation and i said maybe i didnt come cause i already enter college and she said it really my intend to not attend her graduation* sorry not sorry but my sister really not a understanding person. She always take people's word wrongly and when people do wrong to her the world is ended.i dont know when she will learn and when she will get over this attitude. My mom and dad just cant take her berhaviour. She is really emotional cause every little thing she want to whine and complaint. All her problems she told my mom and my mom was kind of annoyed with her cause my mom also have another work and responsible to do rather than hearing her problems 24/7. Yes she like to crying and being mad of everything. I really dont like her behaviour and i hope she change. Somehow i think the oldest were behave like that cause they will think they are always right and perfect.

I really dont like her but you know i used to be hypocrite sometime. Whatever it is she is still my
sister.

I have nothing to tell about my elder brother cause i didnt that close to him. His story are not interesting yet. But he always disgrace me and my younger siblings. Once i do wrong he will discriminate us and diss us. All his words are hatred. There was one time my elder sister and brother fight with my friends about facebook thingy and i kind of didnt understand cause im was at boarding school study diligently. When i came back home, i knew my elder sister &brother used my facebook account and ter-gaduh with my friends. I was so mad that i didnt even talk and speechless. They said i shouldnt friends with them and they said i was siding more to them. Actually im not anyone side.

Sometime i want him to respect me as his younger sister also.I also have feelings you know?

I have problems with my younger sister. i always kidding and making jokes with her. But sometimes she is extremely rude. Like really  rude. I know that our gaps years are 2 years apart. She is rude to all my family. She likes to yell and mad about everything just like my elder sister. She call me acik but she used "aku kau" my elder sister said it really rude cause im her elder sister. She like to be angry with my mom and yell at my mom. When we argue we used to like hit each other. I just cant tolerate with her. Her face was different from us. Her skin was dark. And i called her suhana khan cause her face look like srk daughter. Hahahahah  sooo funny right??!!

And my younger brother i do not have serious problems with him. No interested story but i really like to called him baby cause he is the youngest in family and when he was baby we all called him baby not his name only baby. Yeah baby! He didnt mind for being called baby.

Conclusion is female siblings are problems. Male siblings kind of problems but not that much.

LARI vs. Running Man

Lari vs running man.

So these days i always watched that malay-so-called-variety-show (LARI) that copy cat korean variety show running man. Everyone knew the show was copying the running man show cause first it own show tittle. And malay do not always made these kind of variety show.

Eventhough they are copying running man that got high rating all over the world the LARI show was not that fun and funny as running man. It was really boring  and all the cast show really show off and boast of their self. Stop being fake lah people. They really not funny when they are trying to like they make themself look stupid.

The games was like traditional games or some ntah pape games.And i didnt knew that they got to use phone for googling the given question and also to calculate.

What else i can say? Running man has these natural-funny-friendly-humor behaviour. Their hilorouis conversation and quarreling make my stomach ache.Different from Lari cause i dont even know what are they doing? What are their purpose? Sometimes i dont get what are they saying? And they are too exeragating. This is such low rating malay variety show that seek attention from malaysians. Sorry not sorry please make improvement to the shows and cast another fun members.

P/s : make your own variety show dont copycat and make it worse 😐😐

Pengalaman temuduga/interview program ijazah sarjana muda sains senibina uitm 2015

Assalam,

so hari ni aku nak share pasal experience aku pergi temuduga senibina uitm beberapa minggu yang lalu.

and yes aku memang minat architecture/build environment sebab aku suka kerja yang melibatkan sketching kot. kot la

Firstly, aku dapat tahu yang aku dapat panggilan temuduga uitm ni seminggu sebelum interview.Interview tu located at UiTM Shah Alam,Selangor.Cuak gilerr sbb aku unprepared mentally and phsiycally.So lepas baca surat tawaran temuduga  (check online je) dia suruh print then minta semua salinan segala ic surat beranak sijil nenek atuk moyang semua ada and kena sahkan semua salinan kalau tidak dia tak terima k.Me and my mother bertungkus-lumus photosatat segala benda sijil zaman sekolah menengah and all those stuff.

After checking the surat, dia nyatakan dress code: baju kurung/kemeja/pakaian formal

This temuduga terbahagi kepada dua sesi. Sesi first ujian melukis and sesi second is walk-in interview yang kena soal oleh panel.Then, dia ada nyatakan kalau ade design/portfolio sila bawa.Al-maklumalah aku ni kan pelajar science stream manalah ado portfolio bagai.

That night, after back from part-time job, aku buat research pasal architecture.Aku ni bukan luas sangat ilmu pasal senibina ala-ala kadar gitu.Dont worry take time.Aku search pasal architects yg famous international and locally.What architecture was about and what is their role to the society and the things related to architecture. On the second thought,tangan aku memang dah lama tak melukis sbb i've been busy studying and prepared for spm.Melukis is just my hobby but aint nobody got time for fooling during spm year.Kadang aku terfikir ade ke lagi bakat melukis aku? So aku decided to sketch some building and landscape yang aku ambil dari google.Looking at my drawings, i think it not too bad lahhh.

Sehari sebelum interview, my family and i menumpang rumah makcik yang dekat puchong putra perdana.Malam tu aku gila nervous tapi dekat luar buat selamba derk je sbb nak tunjuk cool gitu.The next morning, aku bersiap and bertolak dari pukul 7.00 pagi and the journey took 1 hour and lebih kurang 30 minutes sbb jalan jam sikit.Dah sampai tu aku dan mak aku dan kakak aku rush ke tempat pendaftaran.Punyalah banyak tangga banyak bangunan penat kome nak berjalan ke hulu ke hilir.Then, masa tu ramai giler orang beratur dan sesak giler macam kat pasar malam.Kaunter ade empat, one of the counter is degree architecture (my offered program) and the three others were diploma.At first, aku silap beratur kat kaunter diploma sbb aku tak nampak langsung proper line kaunter degree so i just take the shortest line which is more quicker but eventually it the diploma kaunter.Then, kena beratur balik.Moral of the story is kalau beratur tu tengok betul betul line tu ye.(p/s: semua orang nampak hebat hebat belaka lagi lagi yang bawak benda board file LK/portfolio)

After long-awaited queue, i got to registered myself.Bila ditoleh belakang rupanya ramai lagi orang aku ingat aku je lambat.Bila ditoleh kanan, kaunter diploma semua kosong.Ramai betul yang ambil degree.Untuk orang lambat sikit macam aku kena menjalani sesi kedua melukis.Budak-budak yang awal ambil sesi pertama melukis.Aku memang dah agak kena lukis object shape like pyramid, cube, cuboid, sphere and cone sbb aku dah search on google about sesi melukis interview uitm.Orang yang kendalikan tu bagi tips that we all should do some shadings and shadows on the drawing to add on some marks.Guess what, lukisan aku dapat 65/100 dan aku rasa markah tu rendah.Sesi melukis ni dijalankan selama 1 jam. Aku rasa memang cukup cukup makan je masa 1 jam tu.


Lepas dah siap sesi melukis, budak-budak degree gerak dalam line ke tempat walk-in interview.Budak-budak diploma stay dulu kat lecture hall.At that time, I just cant explain how nervous am i and how faster my heart beat.Setiap seorang akan dapat dapat nombor giliran.Aku antara orang yang terawal lah gak bagi batch kedua.Aku rasa aku dapat nombor 40 something.Sampai turn aku, ade akak tu suruh aku pergi kat orang lelaki yang pakai baju kotak-kotak.Rupanya setiap orang akan dapat satu panel interview.Ade satu meja and dua kerusi.I facing the panel.With the heavy footsteps, i recite basmalah for many times.

Aku bagi salam kat panel tu tapi im not sure dia dengar ke tak. Aku memang bagi senyum yg paling ikhlas and paling panjang kat panel.First, dia suruh aku duduk then dia minta keluarkan ic and sijil lahir mak ayah and slip spm. That just it? YES yang lain dia tak tengok langsung.Aku expect it was like strict interview but it turn out it was like spontaneous-relax-chill interview.

These are my convo between me and the panel.


Ayah kerja apa?
 Oh, ayah dah bersara tapi dulu dia kerja pegawai felda

Mak?
Cikgu bahasa melayu.

Oihh, anak cikgu mesti sopan nihh *sambil bagi markah tinggi for KESOPANAN&ETIKA
*aku just diam senyum kambing*

So, jom mulakan. saya bagi satu situasi dan awak berikan penyelesainya.
ok, ada seorang pakcik kat satu kampung ni nak buat masjid berbentuk kubah.
awak nak cakap apa kat pakcik tu?
Actually, aku memang stuck gak soalan sbb nervous punya pasal.
aku pun cakap "I will said to the uncle that before we build the masjid, i have to make sure that the masjid is safe or not to design a kubah shape and are the function of the masjid is right.The masjid must be build at the strategic location so that people from all kampung area can came to masjid to performing prayers." lebih kurang macam tulah tapi macam ade gagap sikit.

And what building that you always admire?and why?
I like Sunrinse Tower which located at Kuala Lumpur because the design of the building is futuristic and modern plus it made by my favorite architect Zara Hadid. 

Untuk pengetahuan am, berapa lama Mahathir jadi perdana menteri?
Seriously, aku baru buka wikipedia pasal mahathir beberapa hari yang lalu tapi aku tak nampak pulak berapa lama dia berkhidmat. So aku pakai teka 40+ tahun then panel tu cakap salah 20+ tahun.

Yang mana lagi berat? 1kg kapas atau 1kg besi
Aku tahu aku ni slow pastu aku jawablah 1kg besi.Dia kata salah dua dua sama berat.
Bengong dah aku masa tuh.

What is architect role?
"Architect is someone who plan and design all types of bulding including school, houses and much more.They have to make sure the building is safe for everyone to use and predict how much people will use it.They also have to know about the function the building so that easier for them to design the bulding." aku macam combine ayat ayat yang aku buat research hati tu. Bantai jelah macam mana pun.Blend and mix ayat.

Awak berapa a? b?
saya 8a1b

Uishh pandainyaaa.
*senyum kambing lagi*


Berapa peratus awak jadi architect ni?
Aku macam berdolak-dalih dengan soalan tu sbb aku pun ada simpan cita-cita nak jadi fashion designer.Aku pun kata 70% sbb 30% lagi nak jadi fashion designer.Then panel tu kata " mana boleh 70% je kenalahh 150%"  then aku pun "ya saya nak jadi arkitek 200%"
ambik kau. macam rindu awak 200% pulak.

So, that how the interview ended yang hanya memakan beberapa minit sahaja.Aku ucap terima kasih then keluar dari bilik dengan penuh rasa lega.Boleh lepas nafas lega and angin kentut semua.hahahahaha, 

I've done my best.Tunggu jelah result interview ni macam mana.i hope that i will get it.Thanks goodness, the interview goes well and the only thing i can do right now is tawakal and pray je to Him.

p/s : aku dapat uitm puncak alam (palam) orang kata best kat situ. facilities bagus

Spm result.

Assalam,

It been a long time since spm 2014 result was announced.i've been sleepless all night bcs worriying about my result.i wasnt expecting a higher result yet i be thankful to Allah if i get just 5a or 6a.the only i been thinking about is my parent's feelings and how their reaction about my result. In deep of my heart, i wish could beat my sister and my brother Spm's result. My brother only got 3as and now he is continuing diploma chemical engeneering @ unikl. While my sister got 5as only and now she is taking pharmarcy degree @ cucms. Whos say we cant success when our spm result is not that good? Except that both of my sister and brother uni are non-gov so it would consume much more money.
So my mother hope that i will get any gov uni.

So the day spm was announced was on 3rd march 2015.i couldnt remember properly how the day goin but i remember  how the first time i wake to solat hajat solat sunat and recite yassin. I was very terrrified that i couldnt sleep so well. The day before that i didnt know what to wear and of course it must be baju kurung.then i remember i wore my sister's baju kurung when i was taking pmr result and i got straight As in pmr.i thought that the baju kurung could give me luck or something but i am not syirik okay.i wore it just to reminded me on the pmr result.

As i were arrived at ssp, i met a lots of ssp friends and chatter some word with them. The clock showed almost 10 o'clock so i and my parents wait in the hall for the announcement of straight A+s and straight As people. Unfotunately my name was not the list. Then my mother asked me check on the phone. So yeah i checked it and i was very suprised and speechless when i saw 8a1b. It was beyond my expectation. My parents were really happy and proud of me and my little inner heart dancing joyfully as i knew i beat both of my sister and brother spm result. Wohooooo im slayingggg. Cause we all got 5as in upsr except my sister and i got 9as in pmr but they get only 8as in pmr (cause im taking Arab language) and here goes spm result. Then i thought that i was the most intelligent sibling of all. I know i kind of show off and like to compare with others . Hehehehehe
But i dont mind and seriously i think everyone is intelligent in their own way.

To be suprised all my friend that enter the same year with me or they called "the freshies" got 8as and 9as. It worth of our sacrification and all the hardwork staying in ssp. We all went so much challenge throughout journey to spm.even people around us let us down we will go up together with the strong bond of us.I remember how i cry a lot during form 4 cause my heart was broken and i didnt get a lot of friends. I found it was hard to adopt in here. My others friends also felt then same. Everday i was just really sad bcs i coulnt take anymore. I just dont want to burden my parents to move back to my old school. It just sad but it worth of sad.

I could prove to all people who are disgrace us that we are capable enough to be this strong and succes.this is the most best revenge ever in my life.

As promised, my parents would buy me a new phone bcs my old phone was broken bcs it fall a lot of times. I been thinking to buy iphone thought but my parents said it was very expensive. So yeah i got to buy samsung a5. It was dark blue color. I love black.but still kind of want to buy an iphone one day. Yes one day.